Ben Welsher | Writings

I intended to ask if my geographic romanticism could so easily be put aside as my...er...romantic romanticism. As I read Ian Nairn's words about some favoured piece of architecture that was demolished 35 years ago and that he saw but that I cannot I feel emotionally bound to the past. Bound to 'a better time', 'a happier time', a not now. But then in the next entry in 'Nairn's London' he is describing another building pulled down before he could see it. This building isn't even remembered by a photograph with the pencil engravings and their soft focus lending it all the more mystique and evocation of those better times. Did Nairn feel like a man out of place? That if only he cold go back before the bombs and before the rubble and before the concrete he'd know himself? If so I'd feel a little better. And a little worse. Better to not be the only one and, indeed, I would be in esteemed company. And worse because this debilitating fantasy affe...